Slipping away

Here we are a month later, and I have no idea where the time went. I feel like everything is slowly slipping away from me and I have no idea where it's gone to. My body is constantly exhausted, my mind is always racing and yet I never seem to get anywhere. I'm falling further and further away from everything I know. Even this blog, which I enjoy, I have neglected for a month. Today I sent an email to be received by myself in twenty years - an electronic time capsule. I wonder how I'll feel in twenty years; I wonder if it will feel like any time has passed at all or if I'll just be in an older, more exhausted body with a mind that still refuses to stop racing...